Thursday, April 30, 2015

On the edge



Not the center of the world,
they faced towards each other.
If you drift, if you stare,
the tree outside the window
branches into four,
another branch branches again.
Across the street
a red minivan,
maybe a little burnt orange,
or maybe there’s some dark rust.
Does it matter?
Where are your eyes,
if not in the forefront
of your mind?

Thursday, April 23, 2015

Sometime near daybreak



The stars were like gemstones,
the proverbial diamonds in the sky,
how should I profess my wonder?
The sky, the velvet in the jeweler’s shop
only more resonant with beads of moisture
too minute to see,
except the sky glowed,
the blackness not complete,
and hanging, dangling, in the east,
from a silver strand invisible,
unless you opened your eyes,
a perfect crescent pendant
low in your ample bosom,
Cassiopeia high overhead.

I swear to you I didn’t see the morning
approach like this,
approximate,
my bare feet ice cold
in the dew water grass,
what light, Oh Shakespeare,
what light yonder breaks
the crystal night,
and these poor words
my richest praise.

And still I thought of you,
my heart, be still not,
I will see you
as soon as I can bear,
it is me you will see
if you open your eyes,
my love for you,
not like exquisite
lightening dark,
but these are my feet
and my opened eyes
for you.

Thursday, April 16, 2015

Checking on the moon

 

This month’s waning moon was just rising over the neighbor’s house when I stepped out late into the early spring night. The air was cool and still. I could hear students partying into the night many blocks away. Our neighbors have two girls. I think that the younger one will finally learn to ride a bike without training wheels this year.

I looked for the constellation Cassiopeia, but I couldn’t make her out. Maybe she is still hidden below the eastern horizon. Maybe I will see a young woman that I know in the summer. She has been studying abroad across the Atlantic. She fell off her bicycle last fall and broke her collar bone.

And there’s a new moon every month.

And my neighbor up the street is starting to show. Due late summer. I wonder if it will be another girl - or a boy this time.

Now, back inside with the light on, my window is opaque. My cat sits warm on my lap as I make a few notes so I don’t forget what I remembered.

And now Rita has jumped over the arm rest to curl up in my wife’s purple chair.

I really should go back to my bed.

Sunny and 70 is the morning’s forecast. But this is Kansas. Anything could happen.


Thursday, April 9, 2015

The perfect day


If the bright blue sky is for me a 7
and for you only a 4;
If the spring breeze on my cheek is only a 3
but for you an 8;
If the warm sun glinting in my eye is a 6
and for you only a 2;
And what if your hand in mine is a 5
and my hand in yours is a 5;
Are we having the same day,
or does it add up to something quite different?



Thursday, April 2, 2015

Afterimages on a computer screen



I almost called her over
from where she spooned oatmeal
into her mouth in front of her
computer screen
in the other room.
A blotch - irregular,
the color of a prepared blood-stained
slide, ready for my father’s microscope,
possibly out of date,
since he is no longer around
to read this,
like the floater I watched
in my left eye
off the starboard wing,
my mother handing me
lifesavers to keep me quiet --
hovers over the letters and words
that I am trying to affix to a
digital piece of paper
here in the study.

A shadow fringe, off white
rectangle, the bottom of the page
does not exist in any dimension,
but still the top half
appears to elevate slightly
on Word.doc slate blue,
completing the illusion
that I might have something
to say.

As I stared into the screen,
suddenly iridescent bubbles
appeared and bounced
perfectly round against
each other, and round, so round,
clustering like too perfect cherry
tomatoes in rectangular corners,
still eternally fresh
from last summer’s garden,
laying bare out my window,
some salad greens planted.

I looked up.
Again, the sun, behind me as sure
as it comes up in the east,
just past the vernal equinox,
reflects straight through my right eye
to my startled brain
from the upstairs window
in the brown brick house
across the back fence.
I faced the sunrise,
nearly due west.
It was as close to a miracle
as I was likely to see
before lunch,
probably.