Imagine an
immense circle of all the poems ever written,
intersected
with a smaller circle of people
inclined to
read poetry,
the points
that would represent my writing
would be too
small to be rendered at this scale.
But there
would still be points of mine
in that lens
shape between circle A and circle B.
And then there
would be an immense amount of pointless space.
Putting it
another way,
imagine I
were a market gardener.
There would
be an immense amount of compost,
the unread words tossed on a heap.
But in raising
poems,
the cost of
seed and soil is remarkably low,
and the
time, well, time is another of those things
you can’t
take with you.
Many might
find it odd that I would write so many words,
the market for the kind I write being what it is,
yet I find
curious satisfaction
in composing
thoughts
that will be
left to decompose.
You are
looking at the harvest.
And now I
imagine your wry grin,
your
non-existent self,
in an
infinite universe in which I turn out to be mistaken,
not no one not
reading these very words.
This is how
we all live, after all.
I, your
pointless unpublished poet,
imagined
that it was so,
the Venn
diagram and all
and that we
are
what we are,
and why
not that any of it
would stop me from thinking what follows,
after all,
and I smiled
my own wry grin,
as I left a
sack of zucchini on your doorstep
and I walked
away.
Who but a
writer uses words
like
doorstep,
anyway?