When I build a cairn, gravity and balance are all that
really matter. Of course, my mind and body are also somewhat involved in the
process, as well.
The levee along the Kaw River is faced with large limestone
boulders. There was once a vast sea in these parts many ages ago. The settling
of the skeletal remains of marine organisms made sedimentary limestone beds
over time.
Hard rock.
Then, the earth continued to change over time. Rising
mountains to the west eventually eroded away with tiny bits of rock, weathering, and then working their way ever downward, deeply burying the beds of limestone.
Prairie.
Soil and grasses. Other plants and animals. A sea of grasses
waving in the wind where once had waved
the waters of an inland sea.
And on the prairie, a river begins to form as rain falls down
on slightly uneven ground in the heartland of a continent. Gravity pulls each molecule of water down and down towards
the Gulf. Freshets become creeks. Creeks become a river. And a prairie river will,
over time, carve a winding path across the relatively horizontal landscape, the
flowing current continually braiding and rebraiding itself from one mud bed and sand bar to
another.
Water.
The river water flows on and on down to the ocean. The earth.
Rainfall. A watershed. A river.
Humans.
After the flood of 1951 along the Kaw River, the levee was built
to try to contain the river along the path where I now so often walk. Limestone was
at hand. And so, things are the same and not the same.
Time.
But over time, even in this time, some things remain
fundamental – like the sun and a river and rocks.
Gravity and balance.
I suppose that the question might be asked why anyone should
bother to build a cairn along a river at all – a small stack of Kansas
limestone rocks taken from the bed of an ancient sea to be carefully balanced one
on top of the other, upwards towards the sky, upwards against the inexorable
pull of gravity.
Well, let’s just say for now that it is merely instinct. Human
instinct. After all, humans have been building cairns in places where they have
found themselves for a long, long time. Perhaps not as long as there have been
rivers. Perhaps not with limestone. But it can be said that for a long, long
time, human beings have built cairns.
You could ask the question about any particular cairn that
you might see: why is that here? You could ask me the same question. Why you? Why here?
Why now? One answer - one that is almost no answer at all is the that one I will offer:
I was here - with some small measure of gratitude.
Balance. Gravity. A moment in time.
And it’s not just me. Others are building cairns along this river. You can see
them sometimes. And then they’re gone. Humans build and humans knock down. Or
maybe the earth shifts just enough that the rocks just fall down as rocks will
fall. Or it’s the wind. Or the rain. The forces that with gravity that have
shaped the world all around us. It’s still about time.
But sometimes you will see a simple human striving
for balance within gravity’s inexorable pulling.
Cairn.
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